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Adolescence Aftermath

by ISWH

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1.
take me with you lead me to the water teach me how to drink from that stream adolescence aftermath Dear team i fucked up and I am aware of that I am a mess without age i deliberately miss the last train so can I walk home and sing 90's tunes I'd rather stay home and read some Bukowski and rejoice over the certainty that I never treat anyone like that just take me with you lead me to the water teach me how to drink from the stream you grow up, you grow out you die i bight my tongue and If happiness won't find me tonight I'd always find it in being all cynical I keep having the same conversations my dreams are dinosaurs I feel old because the bands on most of my shirts already split up same old satan just take me with you I trade my youth lead me to the water and teach me how to drink from that stream you grow up, you grow out you grow up, you grow out, you die
2.
Everybody's leaving, it's inevitable it might not end as planned timelines and goodbyes leave a note when you get there, will you? entrances and exits get well, fare well the memories they crush me like an avalanche I swear i didn't saw it coming and now i blame myself for all the words left unspoken a light relief a little death, a little victory a little death that got a hold on me a little victory let's shake this off i hope everything didn't change after all of this but why do i feel safe knowing the worst is yet to come? a lesson learned: "death has to be the key to life" but i prefer to have you right here on this side I drove all night to be there in the morning Thank god it's over you still look tired you have empty eyes but i caught a glimpse of a smile the smoke, the furnace, the sun slow storms are raging on The very first time in crisis like this is that the turning point where I cascade? and salute the adolescence aftermath i hope everything didn't change after all of this and why do i feel safe knowing the worst is yet to come a lesson learned: "death has to be the key to life" (at least my adolescent life) but i prefer to have you right here on this side
3.
Dead Inside 03:56
Dead inside 23, everyone loves me Who would have thought that someday i'd play the catcher Holden would be proud I know how you feel i've already been there, more than once I can't safe myself but I can safe you dear, are you with me now say, are you with? You locked yourself in your room there's someone crying next door you did not intent to hurt anyone and a plea: tomorrow it'll be all fine now get up, sneak out now run run run but not to far call some friends, buy some booze spin some records maybe american football or spare it for your first heartbreak have you been in love yet? brace yourself! Dead Inside 23, everyone loves me get up, sneak out run run run but not to far call some friends, buy some booze spin some records maybe some Jason Molina or just buy the bad advice: it's always a good idea to stay home, so stay home Dead Inside 23, everyone loves me with all the things that cloud our heads we seems so pathetic and so desperate and lost but you're not a lost cause and we're not that dead inside We are DEAD INSIDE
4.
I Know it's safe to say: "I don't belong here" my escape this is not a another song about affective disposition this is a song about how I cherish your company but your friends scare the shit out of me when they act like they know me and so i left without saying goodbye kiss, goodnight and i'm floating down the streets slightly drunk on my bike through the summer rain passing ghosts and chasing lights time and space trails of colours in the dark Thoughts rallying, racing deep in thought back in time and i'm floating down the streets slightly drunk on my bike through the summer rain passing ghosts and chasing lights time and space trails of colours in the dark thoughts rallying, racing I promised myself not to cease day with elegies about love here come the clouds, the storm, the snow, the sleet the decisions we make the recession we're in swallows us whole and you are standing right next to me with porcelain skin saying: "I knew you better last summer. I knew you better when you were not around" you get weary, when you are distant and I know it is all my fault Your taste is all I ever knew and all i ever need all the traits i hated are full of grace when u cry If i take you out, would you let me in? you are everywhere but not where you need to be probably not what i deserve but what i need
5.
the summer ends here in these walls everything else in the world disappears and these are the last hours in these walls everything else in the world disappears towering the city with a drink and friend in hand in these walls i feel safe, i feel safe and by the time we figured out what build here what we had for all the years it'll be gone and what's left are the films from your pentax and polaroids We kill time, we dance like we used to. We catch up, we make out, we howl at the moon This city, these walls the nights that we forgot with life on pause towering the city with a drink and friend in hand you draw my lifeline with a steady hand and i just want to stay right here make this moment last forever utill we fall asleep on the sticky kitchen floor We are towering the city with drinks and friends in our hands time flies, red eyes this place is pure bliss We draw heartlines and meet again someday In these walls everything else in the world disappears
6.
Embassy 05:53
­Look at the mess you made another night i dreamed i jumped from pier right into your arms the darkest red and a lack of sleep you are the atmosphere, surrounding me you're a scent i can't touch you but inhale, but inhale You're my embassy in a country far away from me but i know that you'd be there for me for me I can get no sleep it's killing me slowly all the sentiments I'm desperate to share lump in my throat they got me choking like "i miss you" and "I need you" and how you always calm the storms with your body & soul Now you're my Embassy in a country far away from me but i know that you'd be there Oh dear be my Embassy in that country far away from me i know that you'd be there ten month are an awful lot in huge beds, in cold beds an empty beds i wish i could pick up from London we take a coach to the west right to where i stand now and the sun, the sea, the sun Like an Indian Summer in Westward HO, Indian Summer, oh I need that Indian Summer in Westward HO, Indian Summer, Be my Indian Summer in Westward HO, Indian Summer, I need that Indian Summer in Westward HO, Indian Summer, An Indian Summer in Westward HO
7.
Sleep 07:19
The creatures under our beds The ghosts lurking in the darkness whispering words into our ears stories about fortune, lust and horror my mind, it should be all mine just shut down, please shut down the world can wait

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released September 22, 2017

Recorded by ISWH with Magnus Wichmann at LaLaStudios Leipzig
Mixed and Mastered by Magnus Wichmann

ISWH are
Julian Gutsche, Samuel Strauß, Sebastian Stauß, Lukas Nitsch

Additional Vocals: Marie Gutsche
Photographer: Aaron Gutsche

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ISWH Berlin, Germany

Five friends from Berlin and Dresden enjoying hanging out together and making music. ISWH's music can be discribed as a mix of postrock, punk and midwest emo.

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